Her heart is not the same anymore.
He made it different and she hated him for that.
She told her friends she hates him but actually
She .... him.
She knew he'd break her heart but she still went on with her feeling.
Instead of thinking rationally.
Memories were created,
promises were betrayed.
Tears were shed,
and nights of staring at the ceiling were done.
She hold on to him,
although he had another love.
What for?
She doesn't know. She couldn't let the feeling go.
To her, she felt something real.
Something she actually would work for.
Many years have pass,
the truth finally revealed.
She thought she would hate him for real now.
But, her heart failed to hate him.
Instead, she is still willing to wait.
If faith is upon them, it would bring them together again.
It doesn't have to be now.
It can be when they're 50 or so.
She doesn't believe that what they had was puppy love.
She really felt true love with him
So, this is it.
She's is going to go on with life with a goal.
And that is to wait for him to come back to her.
ps. oh damn.
